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San Francisco

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Der Radwechsel

In light of my current, temporary personal situation, I reflect on Brecht’s poem 'Der Radwechsel.' It captures a sense of unease and impatience, expressing the discomfort of being neither content where I am nor where I’m going. The moment of waiting for a tire change becomes a metaphor for my feelings of transition and uncertainty.

Death.

Life can lead to moments of realization that all past decisions were wrong, leaving me feeling worthless and angry. The struggle to make the right choice is frustrating, and reaching out for help often seems impossible. Music provides some comfort during these difficult times. I'm considering adding a comment feature to my blog to connect with readers.

Relieved.

I still don't feel good and worry about my future. However, I feel better than yesterday, largely due to a conversation with JoeCam, who is one of the most remarkable people I know. His support made a significant difference during this challenging time.

thanks

I'm feeling better now after a tough period. We're busy developing crucial software with a tight deadline for a significant project. The requirements are challenging, but we've sought help, which looks promising. I'll aim to update this blog more frequently to enhance my English skills.

no bitchn pls kthx

This week has been overwhelmingly busy, with long work hours from 7 am to 10 pm leaving little time for anything else, including online interactions. I hope to have more free time starting Friday and will provide updates on my situation.

been there, done that.

Everything went better than expected, which left me relieved and happy. To celebrate, I attended a small party in Enschede where I met some nice people. However, I ended up drinking too much and woke up with a terrible headache the next day.

Yesterday I unplugged

After a night of heavy beer drinking, I experienced a significant hangover the next morning. I learned that drinking beer leads to slower intoxication but prolongs recovery time. To recharge, I chose to unplug from technology and spend the day in nature, enjoying the tranquility of my rural surroundings while reflecting on the effects of my weekend.

Hitch; The Date Doctor

I watched 'Hitch, the Date Doctor,' and it offered insights into understanding women. Meanwhile, Apple announced the release of Mac OS X 10.4 Tiger on April 29, featuring impressive additions like Core Image, Core Video, and enhanced Core Audio capabilities that allow for real-time processing and the creation of a unified audio device from multiple sources.

I'm ill :(

I came down with the flu but went to work, which worsened my condition. Now, I have a headache, pain while swallowing, and nausea. Despite feeling terrible, I attempted to work on music but found it impossible. Instead, I plan to dive into my collection of unread books, starting with a book on Wittgenstein after finishing one on Rousseau.

Bang Bang Bang

I experienced an eventful weekend and plan to share daily reports next week, making it easier for readers to follow along. Additionally, I created several Track-A-Day tracks, which I haven't uploaded yet due to time constraints. Now, I'm off to a beach party.

Stolenpod

After watching 'Kingdom of Heaven,' I discovered my iPod had been stolen from my car. Someone opened the window and took it, leaving me frustrated. I hope my insurance covers it, but regardless, I'm considering getting a new iPod or exploring alternatives, though none seem to match its usability. I've learned to keep expensive gadgets out of sight.

still alive

I have been busy during the Pingsteren weekend, working on multiple projects to publish, including 'track-a-day.' Currently, time constraints are challenging, but I aim to ensure the content is useful. Look forward to two upcoming Dashboard Widgets for Apple 10.4 Tiger and more exciting content.

Bratwurst Ben & The Polka Police

Not everything in life needs to be logical. Embracing the chaos can lead to unexpected insights and a deeper understanding of experiences that defy conventional reasoning. Recognizing the value in these moments can shift perspectives and highlight the beauty of uncertainty.

Off to Stuttgart

I’m heading to Stuttgart for a business trip with Hewlett-Packard and will return on Saturday. After that, I’ll be off to a birthday celebration in Hamburg, so I won't be online until Monday. If I have internet access while in Stuttgart, I might share some updates about my experiences there.

Always online

Sitting in a hotel bar in Böblingen, I appreciate the fast internet and a welcoming, productive American-style IT environment. The friendly atmosphere and good food contribute to an enjoyable day, enhancing my experience as I navigate this setting.

thanks.

A friend offers a frank message, admitting they can't satisfy certain desires. Instead, they suggest a spontaneous trip to Germany, providing a ticket and an address for a night of adventure. The message blends humor with an invitation to explore new experiences, highlighting the dynamics of friendship and unexpected opportunities.

hot hot

Summer has arrived, but life feels stagnant and uninteresting at the moment. This current phase has led to a lack of motivation and engagement with activities.

First German International Ladies Polo Tournament 2005

I attended the first German International Ladies Polo Tournament, enjoying a three-day stay at a restored 16th-century castle. The tournament featured intriguing conversations and delightful company, punctuated by memorable moments. Afterward, I traveled to Usedom to visit relatives. Additionally, the next Ladies Polo Tournament is set for Russia, offering another potential adventure.

once again, still alive

I've been extremely busy lately, which has limited my time for writing. However, I've been preparing some material that may be published once completed. Stay tuned for updates as these texts come together.

Feeling better

After a hectic week filled with tight deadlines and solo tasks, I became immersed in my work, neglecting my personal care and health. Despite the challenges, including catching a cold, I managed to meet some goals. Now, with a week off, I'm recovering, reconnecting with the real world, and feeling revitalized.

My Vacation 2005; Hamburg

After plans for a vacation in Italy or Spain fell through, I spontaneously visited friends in Hamburg. Exploring the Elbe and Alster rivers, we enjoyed the sunny weather during a surprisingly fun trip. This summer has had few sunny days, and we were fortunate to experience three of them in Hamburg.

Silence

I'm heading off for a two-week holiday in Greece, visiting the beautiful island of Mykonos. Recently, I had a fantastic evening with Ambro at Index, which was thoroughly enjoyable. Although I could elaborate, Ambro has already shared a detailed account that reflects my thoughts closely. I'll be back in two weeks.

The Greece / Mykonos Mega Vacation

Mykonos, a renowned Greek island, captivates with its stunning beaches and vibrant nightlife. It attracts diverse tourists, partly due to its proximity to the archaeological site of Delos. I experienced memorable moments, including encounters with pelicans, an unexpected Greek wedding, and a lively gay party, all contributing to an unforgettable vacation filled with unique cultural interactions and adventures.

Conversation Transformation

A casual conversation revealed surprising connections to celebrity culture. While discussing Paris Hilton's engagement, my friend shared that she knew Paris Latsis personally, as they lived next door in Athens. This unexpected revelation transformed my perspective on celebrity relationships, leaving me momentarily astounded and wanting more from the world of high-profile connections.

How Much is My Blog Worth

Currently, I’m short on time and motivation to post regularly. However, I discovered a humorous valuation of my blog, which is estimated to be worth $6,774.48. Interested in purchasing it for $7,000?

Human update

Recent commitments and various projects have led to a decrease in my blog activity. I have multiple updates to share, which I will present in separate posts. Currently, I’m in Stuttgart, and while my writing may reflect my state of inebriation, there’s much to discuss moving forward.

Blinkenlights

Due to work-related stress and the risk of burnout, I am taking a break from writing on this blog. It feels better to unplug from computers in my free time. The blog is temporarily closed until further notice. Feel free to reach out on ICQ or AIM, but responses may vary. Thank you for reading.

Who am I, Who are you

The impending storm transformed a once vibrant landscape. As warmth and joy faded, so did the fleeting nature of luck. The arrival of dark clouds signaled change, reshaping the familiar into something new. Despite the weight of rain and loss, hope remains that beauty and fortune will return, reminding that the future often surprises us.

supersede yourself to recompense a loss

I struggle with emotional barriers in relationships, often masking my fragility with arrogance. Recently, I opened up to someone, experiencing joy but also deep pain when it ended. Now, I must recalibrate myself as I face a stressful period ahead, grappling with the fear of future connections and the lingering effects of past love.

today, 5 years ago, my father died.

A year is made up of 365 days, yet some memories linger vividly. The day my father died remains etched in my mind, filled with overwhelming emotions. In the aftermath, I struggled to process my grief while taking on responsibilities he once held. Five years later, I reflect on his absence, recognizing the lasting impact he has through memories and his legacy.

Implementation Complete

In den letzten Monaten verbrachte ich viel Zeit bei Hewlett-Packard in Stuttgart und entwickelte Software für das neue Mercedes-Benz-Museum. Kürzlich erreichte ich den Status 'Implementation Complete'. Ab August beginne ich ein Studium in Educational Design, während ich meine derzeitige Anstellung beibehalte. Ich plane zudem, auf ein MacBook Pro umzusteigen, um meine mobilen Anforderungen besser zu erfüllen.

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Mutilation has sparked an unexpected renaissance, reminiscent of a phoenix rising from the ashes. This transformation, anticipated for over two years, signifies a pivotal change. Although it may not be obvious, there’s a deeper significance behind this evolution that hints at new beginnings and opportunities.

Into the finals / Beachparty 06

After six months of intense work, I finally took a much-needed week of vacation to relax and recharge. While preparing for my last busy week in Stuttgart, I enjoyed a local beach party that featured a lively atmosphere and many attendees. The celebration was a welcome break after my hectic schedule, despite the inevitable hangovers that followed.

Emission

Life has been a tumultuous journey recently, marked by a serious illness and the loss of my dog. Despite these challenges, I’ve started studying and enjoyed a vacation in Mykonos. I’m gradually returning to normalcy, including moving to Münster and acquiring a new MacBook Pro, while reflecting on the many books I've read this year.

floating free

Floating through a vibrant forest, I navigate uncertainty and reflect on past decisions. Fresh air brings comfort, even amidst insecurity. Impressions spark my imagination as I ponder the long journey of change. At 3am in Münster, I feel burdens lighten, guiding me toward a hopeful future. The path ahead remains uncertain, but optimism fuels my steps.

Reviving this blog. I'm back.

Life is gradually returning to normal for me. I've created Twitter and Jaiku accounts for quick updates and plan to integrate them into my blog. Recent highlights include a business trip to Switzerland, focusing more on work than studies, a failed relationship, acquiring an Apple TV, and looking forward to attending the Apple Worldwide Developers Conference in San Francisco.

RopBopDop

San Francisco was amazing, especially seeing Steven. I'll share more after my exams on the 18th. Once they're over, I plan to update the blog during the long semester break. Additionally, I bought a new camera and will try to post more photos on here and Flickr. Check out Andreas Levers’ site for impressive work.

Das Red Bull Air Race in Portugal 2007

Ich hatte die Gelegenheit, am Red Bull Air Race in Portugal teilzunehmen, wo Kunstflugmaschinen über 400 km/h durch einen herausfordernden Parcours flogen. Die Presse-Area bot eine hervorragende Sicht auf die Strecke sowie Snacks und Getränke. Ich führte Interviews mit Piloten und genoss das tolle Wetter und die Atmosphäre während einer VIP-Party von Red Bull.

Hamburg Quickie 2007

I recently revisited Hamburg after two years, primarily to see my cousin and friends. I explored his new centrally located apartment, shopped for clothes, enjoyed the lively Reeperbahn, and attended a vintage car meeting. The trip was a delightful mix of relaxation and socializing, showcasing the vibrant atmosphere of the city.

I got my iPhone

I just received my iPhone, currently running software version 1.0.2 due to carrier restrictions, and I'm impressed. While it may lack some modern mobile features, it excels in several other areas. I plan to share more insights soon.

Terhech.de 3.0

Terhech.de has undergone a significant update, featuring a new design, improved layout, and a shift to WordPress for better functionality. The site's new claim, 'Much Ado About Blogging,' reflects a more thoughtful approach, acknowledging the evolving landscape of the blogosphere. These changes aim to enhance my blogging experience and allow for deeper, more meaningful content.

Floating Free, 2

I transitioned from a traditional job to self-employment, embracing flexibility and freedom in my career. This change allows me to work on various web and app projects, including InstaDesk. I am particularly drawn to locations like Gibraltar, which offers a favorable climate, English-speaking culture, and excellent internet connectivity, enhancing my new lifestyle and work opportunities.